My boyfriend and I were in the same college year, however at the start of year 13 I decided to drop down a year so I could pull my grades up and get into a better uni a year later, but my boyfriend continued and got amazing grades, and has now gone off to uni.
Before he left there was lots of confusion about what would happen between us and, when he had previously always talked about me coming to visit, in the week before he left, he distanced himself a lot. Long story short, 3 days into his uni experience we’ve improved our communication and are trying our best to make this work out.
However now all I think about is that I’m missing out on being with him to share his new experiences, I’m in my hometown, bored, stressed about college and lonely (all my friends have now also left for uni this weekend). I’m happy for them but all I feel is self-pity and jealousy about their amazing nights out, halls and freedom, all that I’m seeing through the lense of snapchat and instagram
I don’t know what to do, I’m crying all the time, any advice will help!