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Spannerin'moi
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#81
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why cant i just be grateful and finish up work? why hang my useless opinions on it?
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Spannerin'moi
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why cant i figure whats important and whats not damn it?
why should i be such a blind fool?
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Spannerin'moi
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Each second like ammo gives some spurt of courage
to voice out more vain stuff lol

why do i pretend? why cant i let go and accept?
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Spannerin'moi
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i hear and my ears are open..
but what profit if i transmit and not absorb?
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Spannerin'moi
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on one side, she yells "experiment out. you live once. what would you lose? life is the sky limit"
on the other side? she gently whispers " walk according to the simple plan. routine. discipline. dont attach your feelings. responsibilty. save time."

and Me?
in between...torn between...
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Spannerin'moi
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Study buddy. Sharing. Togetherness...could be helpful afterall...
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Spannerin'moi
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Discipline
What is it? Is it for m e?
I would need to give up
I would need to forget
I would need to just silence my opinions
Wrapping my head around this Mary go round
I try to induce positive vibes
I try to attribute it to something I like
But in the end one thing remains in the core
Being submissive to the orders
To the boundaries
Obedience is her nearest kin
Both my mortal enemies
In my perception
But in reality?
Theyre more than teachers
Theyre more than friends
They have higher weight age than success
I mean they give birth to success for Petes sake!
Yet do I willingly change my previous thoughts?
Discipline is very next orderliness
You need to classify every nick of aspect in this life into a box
Discipline!
It's everywhere! But-
I'm addicted to entropy
Chaotic is my middle name.
But if I continue, I know I'll be betraying you
You who are in the middle of deep
Pondering and observing me
Waiting patiently
For me to return ; for me to be free
Free from the chaos...
Pledging to discipline.
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Spannerin'moi
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:eek2: it's been almost a month! Wut
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(Original post by Missradioactive)
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Spannerin'moi
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My first JA book...boy I'm so muddled lol
How is Alexander and Sasha having similar yet different lives? Its killin moi...not to finish but mocks are like grim reapers
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Spannerin'moi
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3 semaines ago I was glorifying discipline only to find myself betraying now... what is normal in this time in this space...
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(Original post by Spannerin'moi)
My first JA book...boy I'm so muddled lol
How is Alexander and Sasha having similar yet different lives? Its killin moi...not to finish but mocks are like grim reapers
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