Hi everyone, I'm going to apologise for the length of this post, but I've got a lot of thoughts on my mind and would love some advice from anyone who has been through this thought process, or actually undergone the process of leaving University. I'll begin with pre-University...
So last year, I was in Sixth Form and had to choose what I wanted to study at University and also where I was going to study, I didn't really have an idea of what I wanted to do, but I did Maths, Biology and Psychology at A-Level. Initially, I wanted to do Neuroscience, but didn't feel comfortable in my ability to get a high grade in Biology or Psychology, so I looked at the only A-Level I had left, which was Maths. I didn't want to study a degree in Maths then (this will be useful later on), so I decided on a Economics degree, which has mathematical components but also aspects of business. Once I sent off my application, I was happy and content I made a decision.
On results day, I managed to get the results I needed to do my course at the firm choice of University. This also made me feel relieved that I got into my University, which is fairly local to me (only 1h 15m commuting) as I didn't want to spend money on accomodation. I did consider deferred entry, as I wasn't sure if I would be able to cope with the pressures of University (after barely surviving A-Levels...) but I ultimately went.
On welcome week, I felt mixed emotions and did breakdown one of the days in the week. However, I made a few friends and felt excited to begin a new chapter in my life (especially after being low in mood through Sixth Form)...
However, this week was also mixed, I enjoy Monday's lectures, but the last two days I've been in University, and both days I've felt so far behind and feel like I won't fully enjoy my degree. I enjoy the travel and the University campus, but I am not a huge fan of physically being there anymore. Especially as on Thursday, I had a sudden realisation that I should do a Maths degree, after telling myself that I'd be a fool to do one.
Tl;dr... in short, should I;
a) drop out immediately and apply for a Maths degree next year,
b) drop out after first semester and have a 1/2 gap year and apply for a Maths degree next year or
c) stick out the first year and decide at the end if I like it or not, then if not, take a gap year and reapply the following year (this means my first year of this degree would be the final year of my initial degree)
I understand that a lot of people will be judgemental of my decision no matter what, but I feel I shouldn't force myself to do a degree I don't enjoy. Please post any thoughts and I'll take all advice given to me...