I would agree with you. It doesn’t sound appealing to me at all.
Just wondering, but have you considered that you may be asexual or aromantic or maybe even both?
Asexual people tend to averted to sex, just like you and me. Now, you maybe not identify with all parts of asexuality but it might be worth looking at. I’m pretty sure there’s even an article about the subject on TSR.
Hopefully this has been helpful. There are certainly people just like you out there, and it’s not weird or strange at all.