So to make sure that I update on a regular and/or consistent basis I am going to say I will update it once a week. I will probably do it where I write a small bit every day and then post Sunday night. A bit like a diary. Also, I need to go on TSR more as well. I'd like to think I am too busy but I think it is me just trying to imagine life has stopped (paused while I am getting ready for mocks- unfortunately, it hasn't) and also me pretending to myself I do more revision than I actually do welp.
Anyway... (sorry, this post has little to no structure.)
So today I got to leave school at break because I did a concert (technically two- they celebrated different festivals with differing themes) and there was a rehearsal beforehand. If you didn't know I play Classical Guitar. This was the first time I have ever performed with an orchestra actually. Classical guitar is a lonely instrument and normally is in an ensemble with other guitars (or maybe the odd ukulele).
I was having a conversation today with someone in my ensemble and he was saying that he was quite envious of other instruments that get to play in an orchestra or larger ensembles. It is one of the reasons why I would start another instrument. I've always fancied playing double bass, clarinet or flute.
There was a bit of time that was spare so I got some Geography revision done. Oh, and I wrote a letter in the car while my parents and grandma were in a supermarket and then on the way to drop off my grandma. I am feeling a bit more confident. Even though I know I might not be totally ready for my exams when they come, I feel like I am trying my best, even if it is too late. Ah well...
Omg, I just remembered that my Music composition has to be finished by 13th December. I am doing a Rondo form piece (ABACA) and I haven't finished my C section yet. Bloody hell.
Just to get it finished, I am doing 30-60 mins every night after school and then 60 mins of revision as well. Hopefully, it should be fine.
I had my French listening yesterday and it went terribly. I feel like I guessed nearly every question. I hope I do well enough on the others to balance it out.
I am a bit overwhelmed in other areas tbh. I don't want to say too much but one of my friends has got quite severe depression. It is just hard to see someone you love so much suffering. I wish I had a magic wand and could make her happier, but I know I can't. I just have to accept all I can do is support her as much as I can. I doubt she is reading this but if you are I love you and so does Amelia. You're not a burden, and even if you don't think that you are special, we can tell you that you are.