I just can't deal anymore. 1st term of the sixth form and its already made my life hell. If it's not the struggles of the levels them self its petty drama. I have no friends while everyone else is giggling in theirs. It's like I talk to everyone but I'm sure they all talk behind my back and I can't form a proper friendship with them. Every time I become close to someone they throw a sly comment at me and then just end up leaving. No matter how many times I say I'm comfortable alone I'm really not. It's nice to belong and to want to look forward to the sixth form. sometimes I feel as though I'm losing myself as well.