I'm sure this has probably been asked countless times but I need some advice.
First some backstory about myself.
I am 21 years old, I have already done my A levels.
I took English literate, law and history all three of which I got an A in.
I decided not to go to university because none of the subjects are stuff which I wanted to do with my life and as such I went to work.
After going from job to job I now work in an opticians and I am thoroughly enjoying it; despite initially thinking I would hate it.
Due to how interesting my current job is I actually decided I want a career as an optometrist so I have paid to re-do my A levels as I now need sciences and/or maths.
I have always been a straight A student but as I have gotten older I have become lethargic and in general I am extremely unmotivated to do anything.
My partner is just finishing her law degree and I am aware of the fact that she wants to be with someone who is also in a job that earns good money.
I suppose my question is how can I motivate myself to study? I have already paid thousands to re-do my A levels to get the relevant grades to go to university yet every time I sit down to do so, I find myself procrastinating and I honestly worry about my future yet it is not enough to motivate me.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Apologies for the long post.
Junaid.