I'm repeating 2 modules in 2nd year of a business degree.
I originally dropped out and changed courses, but I didn't like it and so I joined back as a repeat..
I've 3 exams coming up soon first is this Friday.
I'm €900 to repeat this semester, I have another 900 due for next semester.
Plus the cost of tutoring which probably equates to 200-300..
And then the cost of the last 2 years..
I've cost my parents a fortune and I feel terrible about it.
I want to drop out, I hate college, I always have but I've also always felt (and been told) I need a degree.
I'm commuting from home - that's 1.5 hrs each way by bus (2.5 with traffic)..
I hated when I was living in student accommodation, I just got sick of the going out, the pubs and clubs, I don't care for drinking, I don't like parties, I don't like sports..
I joined a lot of clubs and societies but they're just about going out as well.
I just don't like college, and even less so when I have to be in for 10 and I might get home for 7, plus the 4 hours between lectures I have to deal with.
I want to become a pro gamer, maybe esports but also (more likely) as a content creator, youtube, twitch, instagram, twitter..
I really like the competitive scene for games like Fortnite but I also like lets plays and walkthroughs..
I've always watched guys like Syndicate, Typical Gamer, RadBrad, JackSepticEye, TetraNinja, Tfue, Ninja, Shroud, PewDiePie..
My plan is/would be to drop out and get a job at somewhere like Tesco, or as a security guard.. Warehouse work etc.
Something so I can pay back my parents and invest in a proper set up, gaming pc, streaming, mic, camera, video editing etc.
I'm not expecting to make a living from it overnight but I hope to eventually.
I just know I don't like college, I've always looked for a way out, something to get into.. I've been grasping at straws most of the time, but my father actually mentioned pro gaming, we were talking about twitch and he said 'would you ever think of doing that? I'd say you'd be good'..
So that got me thinking.
I learn pretty quickly , I can get my point across well, I've always had an interest in growing a social media following, having an online presence (but I've hated IG influencers..), I like and want to get good at video editing, I was planning on getting involved with PR and Brand Imaging after college and it plays into this.
Plus I have no issue playing games for long hours daily.