Hello beautiful people, I will not write story of my I’ll just give the points where I am really worried about.
- AGE: I am currently studying masters in Electrical Engineering at age of 29, I didn’t like my previous career so I quit and choose to study my field of interest. After quitting I realized that I have to mingle with younger classmates which is making me feel old. I look younger for my age (many told I look 25 years). I don’t have any friends to talk to who is going in similar phase in life.
- RELATIONSHIP: I am virgin I never had romantic relationship, I had few girlfriends but I never had sex in my life. I look average girl do find me interesting but I freak out to continue my conversation. I regret a lot but still I do the same, The girl who is turning 21 has a crush on me but I freak out whenever she tries to talk to me. I am tiered of running away from the situation, I always end lonely and regret myself, she is an exchange student but I don’t understand why she likes me though (she thinks I am 25 years old) I always end messing up this situation, I want to talk to her because she is from different country and she can share me her different experiences but I am big loser I cannot open my mouth in front of girls
. My attitude sucks big time. I am good listener but bad small talker
. I need help to improve my personality.
- MONEY & CAREER: I am 29 years old I don’t have any savings, I invested all my money on my studies also have small amount of loan. I don’t know what is my future after my studies hope to get decent paid job.
RESPONSIBILITY AND MARRIAGE: My dad is getting older I am his elder son he wants me to settle down but I don’t know what to do, I am studying in different country far away from home. I have not contributed much to my family (I feel really sorry for that), All in all I am totally confused that I made bad decisions quitting my job.
If anyone is going in same phase or experienced the same and want to share your advice.. please do. Please help to pass this situation.