Never thought I'd be saying that, ngl
I've been thinking a lot lately, doing a lot of self reflection, and I've come to the conclusion that I'm not happy. I'm not happy with where I am in life. I'm struggling to love myself. I'm dealing with mental health issues. Addiction. I haven't had an easy life, and these last two to three years have been my rock bottom. I'm tired of it, so I need to make a change.
There may be underlying things holding me back from my true potential, whether they be things I faced as a kid, or things I've faced recently. Maybe's both. But I know I need time alone to figure that out and get to the root of the problem. It's going to be a lonely road, it already is for me. I have no one. But sometimes, you find yourself in solitude, and that's what I'm hoping to do.
I feel detached spiritually, so I need to focus on getting back to my true spiritual nature. As well as this, I'm not at a good place mentally, emotionally or physically either, therefore I need to work on this too.
I'll likely be back in the future, not sure when though. It could be a month from now, maybe's even a year. But I have to leave.
I wanna take this time to just thank all the people I've interacted with on this forum. I've had some good laughs. L.D.S. I AM GROOT 1 I'mComingOxford
and anyone else I may have missed, you guys are the best. I'm gonna miss you all
I want to apologise if I've ever been horrible to anyone on here, if I've ever hurt you intentionally or unintentionally. I try my my best to be compassionate, but I'm only human and I mess up at times. So please forgive me.
I wanna leave ya'll with a message. And this comes from my heart man. Please love one another. Show compassion and kindness, even when people don't deserve it. Everyone is going through there own battles.
I'll probably still be interacting with people for the rest of the day, but come tomorrow I'll be taking my leave.
I love you all. Take care of yourselves. Peace