I used to love drinking but started to black out and do so whenever I had a bit too much and the next day I’d feel so bad about myself. Yeah I probably had fun, and by the stories my friends told me, I did but it’s not worth it if I can’t remember having a good time.
I can’t help feel paranoid whenever I go out that it’s going to happen again. The last time I went out I was in the club for like five minutes and told my friends I was ill because I was so paranoid about blacking out and I left.
Now I know freshers isn’t for a while yet, but it’s really where everyone makes their friends and I really want to have fun with everyone and enjoy it. Can’t do that if I black out and act a complete state (even for a drunk person, trust me). Does anyone have any tips about how to get over anxiety about clubbing? I will drink alcohol but will control how much I drink.