on a scale of 1-10 how much of a loser do you think i am?
I cannot answer that, what society deems a loser and what i deem a loser are very different (to clarify, i dont think youre a loser at all)
. what changes would you make if you were me?
I dont want to go on a tangent, i'm a pakistani muslim too
My greatest peice of advice would be.. pray girl! i know its easier said than done for someone who doesnt, but try it... ive no doubt that it will help you in some way or another.
Aside from that, i understand that getting a job isnt the easiest thing to do, and this may be slightly assumptuous of me, but if you look hard enough, you will find one. Don't be lazy, getting a job is so important for you, it will make you independant. If there is a will there is a way.. and there must have been so many ways in the last 4 years surely! Try harder.
Youre saying i have to learn to walk again, well then do it.
whatever you want for yourself, is in the world, but you are simply not letting yourself go and get it.
if you met me in person, knowing what you knew of me would you be interested in knowing me?
Hell yeah, you seem very interesting!
am i a lost cause?
No No No. I can tell you know where you want to be, but i'm not sure youre taking the steps to get there.