The more you explain, the more I get the feeling that you're the person I referred here. In which case, I'm always happy to talk off site. Everyone on the server is.
If you aren't said person, the same still applies. There's so many people willing to listen to you, it might be nice to get it off of your chest to someone. I'm going to take the benefit of the doubt and assume you aren't lying considering this is a pretty large thing to lie about if you are, and the best automatic response is to believe the victim typically. Talk to someone if you feel anything gets too rough. It's always good to have someone to talk to.