I have talks with my boyfriend which is feelings deep as I get paranoid about everything and worries one day he’ll end up cheating on me. He talks to me and I feel he’s telling me the truth but then I look at different forumes to see if anyone wise is thinking the same things as me then people are saying like he is lying and he’s just saying things to stop me being insecure. So like I never know if he’s telling me the truth or actually just doing it to stop my paranoia which I don’t want him to do. I just want him to be honest.
...so what's the question?
Without more detail, it sounds like you either decide to trust him and let time tell, dump him because you have trust issues, or try to trap him in a lie which will probably ruin your relationship anyway.
You need to decide this one way or the other and fast. If there is so much a whisker of distrust in a relationship it is over.
The question is this:
Do you trust him or not? And if you don't are you the reason or is he the reason?