Hi All,
On Friday it was my new boyfriends birthday we have only known each other since December but have been getting along great.
On Friday we were drinking for hours whilst out admittedly I am a terrible lightweight and genuinely couldn’t tell you how I’m still alive with the amount of alcohol I consummed.
To the point when we arrived at the final night club this is based purely on what I have been told because I do not remember personally. But we arrived I was refused entry because I was too drunk my boyfriend decided to leave me outside this club and carry on with his friends.
Eventually I gained entry into this club and apparently ran at him hitting and kicking him. He is now obviously very angry but I think more embarrassed by the fact that so many people he knew whitnessed what happened. His now questioning weather we should carry on with the relationship.
I personally care for him very dearly and until that night with the amount of time we have spent together I would have said he did have my back.
I understand that hitting anyone drunk or sober is just plain wrong and I feel so disgusted within myself.
But the fact that I was left outside the club heavily intoxicated and alone as obviously I wasn’t with anyone else besides my boyfriend must have sent a mental rage through me which caused me to just run at him.
I’m just not sure what to do.... let it go or try make it work?