I'm currently in Year 13 and I have applied to study Korean Studies, hoping to go to University of Sheffield. I feel okay about what I will be studying in terms of knowing I will enjoy it, but every other aspect of university just makes me sad and distressed to the point that I can't sleep or eat properly. I'm scared I won't do well in the course, I'm scared of moving out, I'm scared of the year abroad in second year, plus on top of this I am worried about getting the grades to even get into the course.
Recently, due to the pressure becoming a bit too much and having multiple breakdowns over it, I have been wondering if I should take a gap year and ask the universities I applied to if I can defer. All I know is studying and I have no experience, so I was thinking it may be beneficial in the long run if I did take a year out to get a job or volunteer. It'd also be good to study Korean more seriously before doing the degree to make sure it's a subject I'd feel comfortable studying for four years.
However, at the same time I am worried that I will regret taking a year out...
Has anyone had a similar experience before? Or any advice for my circumstances? Thanks in advance!
Edit: it's also worth noting I am going on an applicant day at UofS in a week. Do you think I should hold off making my decision until then?