Feeling guilty.... Watch

ashleyjohnloves
Badges: 3
Rep:
?
#1
Report Thread starter 4 weeks ago
#1
About 3 months ago I went through a break up. It was y first relationship (1 year and 3 months) and I really loved this guy. Unfortunately we were long distance and things were starting to strain on his side and we ended things, then I found out he started seeing another girl that same week. It broke me. I recently have been feeling guilty. I'm going to give a bit of a back story. So I'm from the city, and he's is from a very small ranch in his country. He worked his family's crop fields and he lives with him mom, as he's 20 years old. Now I met him when i traveled with his cousin, who is my best friend. Fast forward to now, I feel like I was the worst thing to happen to him. I love to travel and I also told him that I would like to travel within his country with him. He grew up in a very humble home and he didn't make a lot but I was willing to pay for us both, though I never mentioned it to him. He also wasn't allowed to go out very much since his mom worried about his safety. I would only see him during my summer and winter break from uni. Reflecting on everything, I feel like I might of pushed him too much towards traveling. Then that lead me to think that I wasn't religious enough, as he is, and I was unsure to move to his ranch because I'm going to uni and I want a career. Now he's dating that girl who is also long distance and she's from the same country as me but I suppose she's more 'country style' girl. Sorry to vent but I just don't know why I feel so worthless, though I've been working on myself and focusing on finishing my career, I just feel like I chose a career and money over love.
0
reply
mgi
Badges: 17
Rep:
?
#2
Report 4 weeks ago
#2
(Original post by ashleyjohnloves)
About 3 months ago I went through a break up. It was y first relationship (1 year and 3 months) and I really loved this guy. Unfortunately we were long distance and things were starting to strain on his side and we ended things, then I found out he started seeing another girl that same week. It broke me. I recently have been feeling guilty. I'm going to give a bit of a back story. So I'm from the city, and he's is from a very small ranch in his country. He worked his family's crop fields and he lives with him mom, as he's 20 years old. Now I met him when i traveled with his cousin, who is my best friend. Fast forward to now, I feel like I was the worst thing to happen to him. I love to travel and I also told him that I would like to travel within his country with him. He grew up in a very humble home and he didn't make a lot but I was willing to pay for us both, though I never mentioned it to him. He also wasn't allowed to go out very much since his mom worried about his safety. I would only see him during my summer and winter break from uni. Reflecting on everything, I feel like I might of pushed him too much towards traveling. Then that lead me to think that I wasn't religious enough, as he is, and I was unsure to move to his ranch because I'm going to uni and I want a career. Now he's dating that girl who is also long distance and she's from the same country as me but I suppose she's more 'country style' girl. Sorry to vent but I just don't know why I feel so worthless, though I've been working on myself and focusing on finishing my career, I just feel like I chose a career and money over love.
I presume you are still young. He wasn't committed to you so he found someone else fast! You could move on. You will find love somewhere else. And there's nothing wrong with being ambitious .
1
reply
X

Quick Reply

Attached files
Write a reply...
Reply
new posts
Latest
My Feed

See more of what you like on
The Student Room

You can personalise what you see on TSR. Tell us a little about yourself to get started.

Personalise

How old were you when you first saw porn?

I've never seen it (95)
21.84%
Before I was 12 (146)
33.56%
13 (71)
16.32%
14 (54)
12.41%
15 (32)
7.36%
16 (11)
2.53%
17 (4)
0.92%
18 (4)
0.92%
Between the ages of 19 - 24 (4)
0.92%
Over 25 (0)
0%
12 (14)
3.22%

Watched Threads

View All