Ok here's the story.
I'm messed up with serious mental health problems that aren't even close to getting sorted out and I have issues with sex, I was raped as a virgin and haven't had sex since and have completely freaked out and closed up/been traumatised when I've come close before.
However, there's a new guy in the picture. I met him at work; I am not at the same work anymore but I live across the road from that job so he's been round to see me like all the time. We talked a lot and he's been great, really supportive. BUT he a)lives with his girlfriend and b)i'm moving to Leeds in September (we currently live in London). Now he's just texted me saying he thinks he's gona spilt with his girlfriend which obviously leaves the door open for us.
BUT wait a minute, i said to myself that i wouldn't ge attached to anyone until i was more stable and happier in myself and until i was in Leeds because i don't want to be tied down and attached in a long distance relationship in my fresher's year (I'm 18!).
Any ideas what i should do? I'm terrfied about facing the sex stuff, but I can't aviod it forever right?