Hi barror1 so proud of you and all your hard work. The best way to think of Cambridge ( and Oxford) is to have a go. You may pleasantly surprise yourself. I always think it’s worth trying to go for your dreams, and was always encouraging my son to go in for competitions etc. It was worth it because he won two of them! The only way you are sure not to get into Cambridge is not to apply. If you get in, it’s a bonus, if you don’t get in, it’s no big deal, but at least you tried. My elder son always used to say “someone’s got to get in”