I'm a virgin who has recently began to finger myself. I've always just rubbed my clit and it's felt good, but I've always been afraid to have sex in case it hurts, so decided I would use a dildo/finger myself so I'm not so tight when it happens. I bought a dildo, but it was just too big to go in. A few weeks ago I inserted two fingers inside of my vagina for the first time, all the way in, and I bled a bit but not for long. This was the first time I got my fingers all the way in, and felt like I was breaking through some sort of barrier, so I assume I broke my hymen. I tried fingering myself a second time today, and used lube, and my finger went in all the way again with no difficulty or no bleeding. But when I insert my second finger, it just feels uncomfortable and painful to begin with. When my fingers are finally in, it just feels super tight and there's no pleasure. Is this normal? I'm afraid to try my dildo if it's painful with two fingers, and I don't know what to do to make it better. Please help!