7/8 months ago we had met this new girl who works in my mums pub and when she had her interview he laughed with others and said "oh yeah im gonna come in when she starts" and when we had a party she wore a dress and she said " you look 10 out of 10" he knows im really self conscious and hate how i look.. he said he done it for a 'laugh' but ive been paranoid since whenever we are down the pub and i have eyes where he looks, he says she is dirty, skinny, ugly and a little rat. But, i just cant seem to shift this feeling of jealousy, second best and like im in some kind of competition with him.. its eating me up but i know that he is the one for me☹