me and my only friend (well she was my friend but I obviously wasn't hers) just argued and then blocked each other.
after three months without seeing her I finally cracked and asked her if there was anything wrong between us, she said I'm just not doing so great, nothing to do with you, she's said this to me before via text without elaborating so I said right well, we all have stuff going on in our lives it doesn't mean we just abandon the people who care about us, I have been feeling pretty **** as well and there have been times when talking to you might have helped but you're never there, you're always busy, I just don't think you value our friendship anymore. She said I was always being negative and if I'm going to make her feel bad then obviously she won't want to see me anymore, I said fine if that's what you feel then we have nothing else to say to one another, I hope life gives you everything you wished for. Then I blocked her and she unfriended me on facebook.
I feel like ****. People are always abandoning me. I can't make friends because no one makes the effort. No one is even courteous to me anymore. Before this a couple of people had said they 'definitely' wanted to see me in the beginning of this month but then they never replied. I'm at the end of my tether tbh I don't know what to do. I had confided in this person, told her **** I hadn't told anyone before and she threw it back in my face. I want to hide in my room and never leave the house again, people just hate me.