Long story short, all of my school friends graduated this year and will be soon off to study in universities.
A little throwback is that I was completing my IGCSEs last year so I got held a grade back. though I passed tenth grade with all my friends but i left school after that. IGCSEs tbh was a new thing for my parents so I would've been in 12th but I'm not, I'm in 11th. I'm preparing for my AS exams for October and then next year, I'll give my a2s and I feel absolutely terrible because I want to go to university too. My father did suggest a university which I'll need to travel to study for, but it is impossible as I need a friend or someone to go with. He can't risk letting me travel alone.
what can I do to relax my nerves and not cry everytime I see my friends posting about their happy graduation? I absolutely feel terrible. I'm self studying for AS too and thank God, I'm doing well. But I need urgent help so that I don't overthink and get myself sick.