I have made many shameful mistakes and things that I am very embarrassed about in school.
I really like this guy and many people tell me that he has also liked me for like 3 years. But the problem is that he knows about all the weird stuff I have done and I feel so disgusted with myself.
I feel like he can do way better than me reason why I want to reject him when he asks me out. But it hurts a lot as I have liked him for 4 years.
I know that he won't judge me but every time I look at him it reminds me about all of the mistakes I made in school. He kind of reminds me about my past. So I would feel guilty every time I see him.
What should I do?