Hi I'll get a lot of hate for this post, basically I get so jealous of my boyfriend talking to his friends but not because I don't want him to talk to them / hang around with them but because my friends don't even try to talk to
Me or hang out with me,they've never tried and it bugs me, but my boyfriend dms and speaks to his friends a lot, I basically have no friends and have tried so hard to make new friends and to hang out with mine but Nobody will / nobody sticks around for me and it's getting to me more and more. I hate the thought on my boyfriend on the Xbox talking to his friends,but it's not because I don't want him to have fun with his friends it's because I'm jealous that his friends actually Care, I feel so down knowing I have basically no friends and no matter how hard I try nobody sticks around, I'm about to start sixth form / college in September and I'm terrified to speak to people because I know I'll make no friends but also I'm losing my only close friends as they are going elsewhere and moving on, I feel so alone and I don't know what to do, I'm not stopping my boyfriend from talking to his friends obviously because they are all lovely and make him happy, the issue is with me and the fact I have no friends who even try and I feel so bad, help me please ?? Hopefully this makes sense I'm too upset to even think straight rn.