Sorry it's so long.
Right so I've just left school, and in the past year I've made really great friends. I never really spoke to most of them before (in the last few years I've had a few problems with people) but recently we've got quite close.
So there's this guy in the group who I would call my friend, but I'm really shy and have always found him quite attractive so I've found it difficult to talk to him one on one type thing. But recently we've been talking more and he's amazing, basically. But the only thing I don't like about him is that he seems to finds it really difficult to be single.
He just jumps from girl to girl. One of these girls was 2 years younger than us, and was obsessed with him but he still started texting her just so he wasn't alone. And when we go out (in the group) he pretty much hits on anyone he meets. And at my friend's birthday a few weeks ago, I walked in on him kissing this girl I know. And also he was sort of going out with this girl about a month ago, well one date, but he liked her and she stopped it before it went any further. And when he is single, he moans about it all the time.
So the point of all this, I really like him but I've never had anything to do with guys before. I haven't even kissed anyone, mainly cos I'm so shy but also I'm not that pretty. But he's really flirty with everyone. And at my 18th a few weeks ago, we were talking a fair bit and sitting close to each other and just generally acting different to the way we usually do. And we had our prom, and obviously cos we're friends we were sitting at the same table and dancing in the same group. But then we started dancing just the 2 of us, and when the song had finished we stopped dancing, but he took my hand and... i don't know, it just felt like a 'moment'. But nothing happened, cos we basically avoided each other for the rest of the night. And cos I don't really know what to do, having no experience of anything, I sort of panicked. I know it's silly and I sound like a child, but I need help.
I don't even know why I'm posting this, it's such a trivial thing. I just need to get it out of my head really. It's been playing on my mind, especially cos I haven't seen him since. It wouldn't bother me, only I really like him but I can't help feeling that he might just have been feeling lonely and I was the easiest bet for him? I don't know when I'll see him next, cos we haven't got anything planned, but I don't know what to do when I do see him. Do I just ignore it?
So if anyone actually read that essay, thank you. Opinions? Does he like me? Did he just not want to leave the prom single, and I was his only friend who he felt he'd get anywhere with? Was he just being friendly? Am I reading into it too much? I'm making him sound awful, he's not, he's lovely really. Just confusing.