I am willing to suffer. Watch
So, I've got to a point where I'm tired now. I'm just going to have to suffer, living with a guy I don't like. (And never will).
Some say its dangerous what I'm going to do. But so be it. It's not like I'm going to marry now but when it's time.
If he understands me, and accepts me for who I am great. If he doesn't and ends up hurting me when I tell him the truth then I'll cope, I'll somehow get through it all.