i dont think i have a low iq, a lot of teachers say im a quick learner, im not dense in any way
i used to watch study youtubers and i wanted straight As and a few A*s and Bs ...(i had lower expectations bc they get straight A*s)
i got 1A*5A,3B,C,D.
(c in social studies, D in french)
i sacrificed so much(mainly social life) i put my 100% into it,,,,i just blank out in exams and i feel so
at a level, i literally sacrificed my social life so much
i got ABB and i feel so stupid bc i used to be one of the few who used to spend SOO much time in the library.
i overprepared and overstressed and came out with ABB and those gcses above.
ugh sorry idk what im doing i just feel so disappointed. i used to think of my exams like everyday, i'd get A*s in my mocks and then ...ABB. those are amazing grades, but my friends who'd go out everyday got the same grades as me idk i'm not bitter. it's more like...everyone saw me put in 100% and i only managed to get ABB and it's embaraassing bc that's my all. i feel like a B is a good grade , but for someone who doesnt put much effort or is a bit dense and puts in 100% and i dont think the latter suits me. (or at least i dont want it to)