Why do I hate asking for help? Is it social anxiety?Watch
I dont know why I am wired to be like this and the fact that other people think I avoid them is worrying because it means others have noticed.
I also have anxiety so i dont know if it's just that... I avoid speaking to people especially new people I've just met like teachers etc because I feel awkward.
I dont really know what I'm trying to ask for by posting this but is anyone like this? Why am I like this? And how do I stop being like this?
I want to be a surgeon one day so I really will need to be more confident asking for help, I know I'm not great at everything but I also have anxiety. Just dont want it to impact my opportunities or come across as rude because I "avoid" people, because no one can see worry in my mind, they'll assume just rude