Looking Forward with HopeWatch
you've got this , just take some time out to plan out your days so you feel less overwhelmed?? everything will be okay
The Gist: Sorry it's been a while guys. I forgot my password so couldn't access this account. I've got a lot to update on though.
Section 2: 5.4
Section 3: 2.5A
My Mocks start tomorrow and I'm very nervous because I basically haven't revised but everyone thinks I have so they're expecting good results.
I've finished all my content now which doesn't feel like it because one of my Biology teachers is awful. I only really started revising this week because it's been half term but even then it feels too late to start revising for my ACTUAL A levels this late. I have 2 months til my first A level exam and I'm terrified.
My revision this week:
23/02/20:1h/5h so far
entertainmyfaith mez_merising laurawatt Toastiekid Letsgetmade QueenAelin jemima0103 wazzupitsme Fazzy_77
wow you've finished the content already
Good luck with everything!
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The Gist: Today was better than yesterday. I was so stressed about my biology mock because I started reading threads to see if I could get an A* on 2 months revision and almost all the threads were saying no apart from this one girl who managed to do it for vet med. I was worried if my mock grade was too low then I wouldn't be able to improve that much in 2 months, but 2 months is both longer and shorter than you think. I ended up crying a lot about it last night before having an early night. And by early I mean SUPERRRR early: 9:30pm. Tbh the cry and early night was exactly what I needed cuz I managed to actually wake up this morning.
My parent drove me to my mock this morning cuz they had a meeting with my housemaster about my exams and my health considerations and I just told them the bio mock won't be as good as you expect because I haven't revised enough (may have left out the part where I did none), and honestly it helped me feel better. I had the AS papers in the morning, a few hours to revise and then the A2 papers in the afternoon. In-between the exams I managed to find the Paper 4 online so I read a bit of the mark-scheme for the long answer questions. Tbh I feel pretty guilty about it because they're important exams but at the same time I felt like i had to cuz i was sat next to a popular girl who was doing the same and also it put me more at ease. So I don't regret it. And it was only for 2 questions out of 10. Not that I have to justify it.
Today I got home and spent a lot of time on youtube watching badass edits cuz the music and visual are a great background for daydreaming After dinner I spent about 20 mins learning transition metal colours cuz I heard a girl talking about how that's on the chemistry mock that I have tomorrow and then I spent about an hour learning all my organic synthetic routes, It was actually quite fun because I had the transition metal quizlets from last year and my teacher made the synthetic routes quizlets so I played the hype edits music while doing it.
Sorry, just realised that's a bit of an essay so thanks for reading this far if you did. If you didn't, no worries cuz I didn't either lol.
The Gist: Yesterday I had my chemistry mock but didn't update cuz I didn't revise last night. I had the physical paper in the morning and it was ok, but I knew i got questions wrong as I was doing it because the answers to the calculations weren't in the range they were supposed to be in but that' ok. The organis paper in the afternoon went a lot better. I even finished 30 mins early. In a weird was I found it quite fun.
Last night I had some weird dream about my fit basketball teacher( he's early 20s so it's not creepy), and it wasn't a sex dream but more like we were in a relationship and trying to keep it secret cuz it's illegal for a teacher to go out with a student (happened at my skl before and they got caught). Anyway that put me in a weird mood waking up. I started watching Anne with an E today which wasn't the smartest idea because now I'm on season 2 and I haven't really revised for my maths mock tomorrow but it's ok because I've been doing past papers all year and got 96% in my last maths test in school. I'm sure I'll be fine, but at the same time I don't wanna get complacent. I have to do 4 maths papers by saturday to stay on track with the papers the school had given so I guess I'll be doing the maths past papers after my mock which doesn't reallly sound that smart. My goal was to do them all last night and today but I watched Anne with an E instead. And may I just say Gilbert in fineeeee.
Hope the mocks go/are going well