What is this? Watch
And then I get hit with this.....this thing and suddenly everything is so dull. There’s no colour, I can’t find satisfaction in anything whether it’s food, having a good laugh (that just becomes a temporary distraction and I feel even worse when that distraction comes to an end) and I feel like there’s no purpose and I start questioning my reason for living.
It’s always on and off and the time for these dark and light periods vary from months to even days sometimes. Sometimes it’s triggered by certain events in my life but this has been going on for years but it’s been much more intense the last year or so.
I know I have anxiety since my doctor told me so, but what is this mood thing?
I fall in and out of it and it’s so annoying because it effects the way I function. Sometimes I can’t even be bothered to move out of bed for no reason , I don’t feel like eating and the smallest things tick me off. I feel like there’s a weight on me and I just can’t feel. It feels numb.
:/// someone pleas help. I can’t afford to let this get in the way of my resits which I NEED to do well in.