I desperately need to stay awake for a month Watch
This was banned as a Guinness world record for being too dangerous!
I just need to. I am ill and need to make the pain worse before it gets better, but the problem is when I sleep the pain goes away and when I wake up it’s there all the time, so I need to sleep deprive myself desperately. I have been stuck in bed since I was 17 and still sick today and even had to leave sixth form when I was a high achiever.
Go to the doctors.
I don’t even care if I die in the process. I have had enough of health problems after health problems. Literally doesn’t stop. I have only lived 18 years and been through so much. I know there are other people in worse positions than me but I can’t take it anymore.