insomnia club

Started taking melatonin to see if it helps with the insomnia. Been able to go to sleep at around 2am for the last few days. I keep waking up multiple times in my sleep though, at least 4 times, and don't ever feel rested.

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Ciel.

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a burden boy until i die

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Ciel.

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i smile at the way everybody accepts the pain,
just because i don't care doesn't mean i don't feel

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Original post by Little pecker

@Ciel.

my meds make me sleep 15h a day now so i don't have insomnia anymore

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username3113184

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Original post by Ciel.

my meds make me sleep 15h a day now so i don't have insomnia anymore

Do you feel that's a big improvement to how you used to be?

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Original post by Ciel.

my meds make me sleep 15h a day now so i don't have insomnia anymore

What meds you on?

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Original post by studygirl388

Do you feel that's a big improvement to how you used to be?

idk anymore tbh. i feel like they do help improve my mood/prevent mood swings but at the same time i kinda feel like a zombie and i'm getting tired of it again. it's hard to explain but i guess they make me feel more content with my life but deep down i know it's all fake

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What meds you on?

fluoxetine/prozac and clonazepam

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Original post by Ciel.

idk anymore tbh. i feel like they do help improve my mood/prevent mood swings but at the same time i kinda feel like a zombie and i'm getting tired of it again. it's hard to explain but i guess they make me feel more content with my life but deep down i know it's all fake

fluoxetine/prozac and clonazepam

Clonazepam - potent stuff apparently. I take lorazepam for sleep sometimes and feel like the lorazepam use and the long term pregabalin use is giving me memory problems.

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Original post by Ciel.

idk anymore tbh. i feel like they do help improve my mood/prevent mood swings but at the same time i kinda feel like a zombie and i'm getting tired of it again. it's hard to explain but i guess they make me feel more content with my life but deep down i know it's all fake

fluoxetine/prozac and clonazepam

At least there's an improvement in one sense. I'm glad about that. I understand what you mean when you say you feel like a zombie, lots of meds can have that effect sadly. If it becomes really unbearable, maybe you could ask to switch to something else? You say deep down you believe your contentness with life is fake, which could well be true. However, if it is true that you are feeling that your mood has improved, why can't that be your reality too?

I hope things improve for you.

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Original post by FutureMissMRCS

Clonazepam - potent stuff apparently. I take lorazepam for sleep sometimes and feel like the lorazepam use and the long term pregabalin use is giving me memory problems.

i don't really like it tbh. i prefer xanax and diazepam
and yeah definitely, all benzos can cause memory issues

Original post by studygirl388

At least there's an improvement in one sense. I'm glad about that. I understand what you mean when you say you feel like a zombie, lots of meds can have that effect sadly. If it becomes really unbearable, maybe you could ask to switch to something else? You say deep down you believe your contentness with life is fake, which could well be true. However, if it is true that you are feeling that your mood has improved, why can't that be your reality too?

I hope things improve for you.

i've been on a couple different ones so i don't really want to experiment anymore, at least not in the near future.
and well, i just know i shouldn't be content with such mediocre life, but the meds just make me care less