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ugh, i'm sick again, tbh i don't remember what's it like to feel healthy anymore, i always feel weak and tired and feverish. it's been going on for over half a year now. will give it another month and probably see a doctor, or something. why is this thread suddenly my diary. my bf is a jerk btw, he blames my health problems on my eating habits, i'd rather die than gain any weight babe.
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he called my new art project "another piece of ****", but that's okay, in less than a year my art will be everywhere. so i'm not mad.
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#63
(Original post by Ciel.)
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he called my new art project "another piece of ****", but that's okay, in less than a year my art will be everywhere. so i'm not mad.
he called my new art project "another piece of ****", but that's okay, in less than a year my art will be everywhere. so i'm not mad.
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(Original post by IH8Studying)
i don’t get it. if he treats you like that then why is he still with you? not only that but let’s you stay at his place for free and pays everything for you. but then ****s on your work that you worked hard on?
i don’t get it. if he treats you like that then why is he still with you? not only that but let’s you stay at his place for free and pays everything for you. but then ****s on your work that you worked hard on?
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i can't sleeeep. and it's only 9am, it's my bf's fault for texting me
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i can't sleep, i'm super hungry, super annoyed, and need more valium
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me finally embracing my dark side. planning to stay up all night tonight, bye valium, i need to stay awake tonight, and work on my art project. no sleep, no, no, no.
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#71
(Original post by Ciel.)
everything i do is pointless.
everything i do is pointless.
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(Original post by Pathway)
What's up? Here if you need to talk.
What's up? Here if you need to talk.
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#73
(Original post by Ciel.)
thanks. that means a lot. but no amount of talking will help here.
thanks. that means a lot. but no amount of talking will help here.
And for the record, I don't think what you do is pointless. I hope things look up for you soon. And I hope you know I care about you, even if I am a random stranger on the internet.
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(Original post by Pathway)
You never know, it might, but I know it's hard to talk sometimes (or all the time lol). You're not alone regardless. If I can help at all, don't hesitate to ask?
And for the record, I don't think what you do is pointless. I hope things look up for you soon. And I hope you know I care about you, even if I am a random stranger on the internet.
You never know, it might, but I know it's hard to talk sometimes (or all the time lol). You're not alone regardless. If I can help at all, don't hesitate to ask?
And for the record, I don't think what you do is pointless. I hope things look up for you soon. And I hope you know I care about you, even if I am a random stranger on the internet.
i know what you mean. after all, we are in the same boat. so even though we are strangers, it's like we can still relate to each other in, in a way.
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#75
(Original post by Ciel.)
yeah. it is.
i know what you mean. after all, we are in the same boat. so even though we are strangers, it's like we can still relate to each other in, in a way.
yeah. it is.
i know what you mean. after all, we are in the same boat. so even though we are strangers, it's like we can still relate to each other in, in a way.
No pressure, just the option is there (as always). But truly, I do care, and I'm a bit "off" with my sleep schedule (what's new seriously haha!
), so I'll be around for quite a few hours yet. Even if just talking about random other things will help, I don't mind. You don't have to deal with everything by yourself. 
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(Original post by Pathway)
Exactly. It's why I don't mind helping or just listening, I know how difficult it can be to manage everything. But I also know trauma can **** with you and make you not want to get support or "deal with" other people for one reason or another (ie you're scared or some other reason, I have countless reasons why I avoid people, especially offline!).
No pressure, just the option is there (as always). But truly, I do care, and I'm a bit "off" with my sleep schedule (what's new seriously haha!
), so I'll be around for quite a few hours yet. Even if just talking about random other things will help, I don't mind. You don't have to deal with everything by yourself. 
Exactly. It's why I don't mind helping or just listening, I know how difficult it can be to manage everything. But I also know trauma can **** with you and make you not want to get support or "deal with" other people for one reason or another (ie you're scared or some other reason, I have countless reasons why I avoid people, especially offline!).
No pressure, just the option is there (as always). But truly, I do care, and I'm a bit "off" with my sleep schedule (what's new seriously haha!
), so I'll be around for quite a few hours yet. Even if just talking about random other things will help, I don't mind. You don't have to deal with everything by yourself.
thanks, i'll keep that in mind.
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#77
(Original post by Ciel.)
i get really bad lows sometimes. for no apparent reason. eh, yeah, it just ****s you up forever, doesn't it.
thanks, i'll keep that in mind.
i get really bad lows sometimes. for no apparent reason. eh, yeah, it just ****s you up forever, doesn't it.
thanks, i'll keep that in mind.
Yeah, it really does, but I guess we can't really change what's happened (unfortunately), but we do have more control over the here and now. I like to hope that things can change, although I feel like I'm gonna be hopelessly stuck for the rest of my life. 
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(Original post by Pathway)
I've seen, do they happen frequently?
Yeah, it really does, but I guess we can't really change what's happened (unfortunately), but we do have more control over the here and now. I like to hope that things can change, although I feel like I'm gonna be hopelessly stuck for the rest of my life. 
I've seen, do they happen frequently?
Yeah, it really does, but I guess we can't really change what's happened (unfortunately), but we do have more control over the here and now. I like to hope that things can change, although I feel like I'm gonna be hopelessly stuck for the rest of my life.
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#79
(Original post by Ciel.)
kinda, yeah. and same here, i feel like a completely different person. and it's not a good thing, lol.
kinda, yeah. and same here, i feel like a completely different person. and it's not a good thing, lol.
Oh well. I do get why it would feel unsettling though, especially if it causes you to feel like a different person. What sorta things helps you when things are particularly bad? Did something set tonight off for you?You don't have to say if you don't want to, by the way.
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(Original post by Pathway)
I do know mood issues (like going up and down mood wise) can be related to trauma. Like messed up nervous system stuff, takes time to rewire that, but isn't impossible. I am fairly consistent in my mood though, in that it is basically always low, which I think frustrates some people (which makes me avoid people more).
Oh well. I do get why it would feel unsettling though, especially if it causes you to feel like a different person. What sorta things helps you when things are particularly bad? Did something set tonight off for you?
You don't have to say if you don't want to, by the way.
I do know mood issues (like going up and down mood wise) can be related to trauma. Like messed up nervous system stuff, takes time to rewire that, but isn't impossible. I am fairly consistent in my mood though, in that it is basically always low, which I think frustrates some people (which makes me avoid people more).
Oh well. I do get why it would feel unsettling though, especially if it causes you to feel like a different person. What sorta things helps you when things are particularly bad? Did something set tonight off for you?You don't have to say if you don't want to, by the way.
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