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I feel weighed down.
I am weighed down.
Usually i would accidentally write a lengthy and poetic OP bc im great at that and it unintentionally makes the situation seem a lot more beautiful than it is.
But this isn’t beautiful.
And I don’t want to be poetic.
It’s not bothering me it is just happening.
I don’t know the cause.
This is fine.
I am now suddenly thinking about families.
I get drawn to the subject during angst.
Families makes me feel negative.
I don’t look at families for too long.
I can’t.
This is fine.
I have a dry mouth.
This is fine.
At this moment i am touching something
soft.
To reassure me.
To ground me.
I am gaining no reassurance.
This is fine.
When i feel goodness or love i feel it
strongly.
I am very good at being the light.
When i feel pain or desperation i also feel it
strongly.
I am very good at being the dark.
I am not a miserable person.
I am an intense person.
I feel intensely.
Yeah ive had enough.
Yeah my counsellor is lovely.
Yeah i’ve had enough.
Yeah i study the best thing in the universe.
Yeah i’ve had enough.
Yeah im talented and cool and funny.
Yeah i’ve had enough.

This isn’t beautiful.
And I don’t want to be poetic.

Leave me the hell alone.

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leave me
the hell
alone.
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have a nice cup of tea & a hobnob. you will feel better
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Well.. that was deeper than I expected.
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So insightful and deep, hard to believe you’re only 14, so inspiring
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Start a late 90s emo band
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sick bars bro
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we had joy
we had fun
we had seasons in the sun
but the hills that we climbed
were just seasons out of time...
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