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Reply 3700

LegendKiller377

hugs for all you sexy people LOL :hugs:

Reply 3701

Vienna Cannon

hope everyone ok big hugs

Reply 3702

Bangers+Mash

I feel so so bad, I don't know what to do :frown:

Reply 3703

*pink_sapphires*

ARGH! *screams*

My "friend" has fallen out with me cos I was working instead of having a drink with her. She's sent me the nastiest texts and I'm really angry. And I'm worried that she's gunna spread rumours about me

Reply 3704

LegendKiller377

I'm feeling a lot better now, I've decided i want to be a lawyer and hopefully study Law at Oxford :biggrin:

So i hope it all goes well from now on

Everybody stay positive and hope everything goes well for each and everyone of you

Reply 3705

Pocket Calculator

i haven't had a single kiss or hug from another human being for a whole year, almost to the hour. how happy that makes me feel. what the **** is this joke of a life that i lead?

Reply 3706

vapid slut magician

*pink_sapphires*

why the hell would she do that? if she does just tell everyone the truth; that she's sick in the head.

Reply 3707

*pink_sapphires*

vapid slut magician

why the hell would she do that? if she does just tell everyone the truth; that she's sick in the head.

I don't know...I was working with my friend Darren in his room and I told her that I was working with him last night because we have a deadline on Friday.

She text me at 8.11pm saying 'you up for going out?' 2 minutes later she text me saying 'or don't you have the time anymore?' So i replied saying I was working with darren, like i'd told her that i would be, he was going to cook me dinner and then I'd be back so we could go out for a drink after that if she wanted. Then she text me saying '**** u' and then others saying 'you know, i thought we were friends.' 'it's obvious to me now that darren is your friend and i'm not.' 'i can't believe you did this over some ******* guy' ''oh i'm doing my assignment' no you're not, you're ditching me to drool over darren' 'did you have plans with other people? NO! i feel like you've thrown everything back in my face. you know, i thought you were different than this' 'by everything i mean our friendship. after every ******* thing i've done to be your friend, you just throw it back at me' 'dont treat me like im stupid i would have more respect for you if you were more ******* honest' and finally 'its not just about tonight its about this whole ******* week. i dont give a **** about your other friends cos i'm not them.'

So yeah...that was a pleasant conversation! I'm not upset because I don't think I deserve to be treated like that and if she's going to be like that, she's not worth my time.

I told her that I was working with Darren because we make a good team - he's good at the bits I'm rubbish at and vice versa. I said if I wasn't working with him, I'd be working on my own and not socialising, but she couldn't accept that. I never agreed to go out for a drink with her or anything.

She came round on Monday night and drew up timetables for me and after 6pm every night is 'Megan, Megan, Megan, Megan, Megan' no time for my other friends or work or anything, just Megan. 3 times a week it was going to the gym with Megan. One night a week it was 'run with megan' (i don't run and can't for medical reasons...impact on my knees and blah).

So yeah, I'm better off without her, but I'm worried that she's gunna start saying stuff and stressing me out. I know she'll text and kick off later today and I'm dreading it cos I don't need it right now, especially not this week.

Thankfully though, she doesn't know my other friends in our accommodation area (even though she only lives over the road) and she doesn't know my friends on my course so if she did spread stuff, it would be quite hard for it to get to the people she wanted it to get to, unless she goes through Facebook so I've set it so she can't see my friends list :tongue:

Sorry for the rant!

How is everyone? I love you all! :hugs:

xxx

Reply 3708

bansheeee*

does anyone else's family get angry with them for having a disorder ,like it's my fault?

Reply 3709

raspberrybubbles

3 hours sleep. 3 fecking hours' sleep. Argh!!

Reply 3710

vapid slut magician

if she keeps sending abusive texts then just tell her to stop or you'll report her. police take things like that pretty seriously these days and new stalking laws make it easier to stop people pestering you.

try not to worry too much, she'll chill soon. it probably won't come to much xxx

Reply 3711

raspberrybubbles

Mine won't accept it, they tell me I'm lying and a hypochondriac...

Reply 3712

vapid slut magician

bansheeee*

does anyone else's family get angry with them for having a disorder ,like it's my fault?

yeah i think mine resent me (especially the time i got arrested), although my dad seems to infer that everything's my fault, even when i broke my wrist recently.

try not to worry, it's usually people's discomfort and inability to know how to react that causes it rather than a genuine resentment or lack of compassion.

Reply 3713

*pink_sapphires*

vapid slut magician

Thanks hun, that's made me feel a bit better :smile:

Guess I can always block her number! lol. Just angry with her for thinking she can treat me like that. But hey, I have other friends (especially you guys) so I'll be fine without her :smile:

Reply 3714

gooner1991

My life is a vicious cycle of misery.
I hate myself so much,I can't take it anymore.
I'm sitting here with a box of pills and a bottle of whisky but I don't have the guts to do it.I should though because it'll end my sad existance.
Why can't I do it?
:frown:

Reply 3715

vapid slut magician

gooner1991

it probably wont kill you. you'll vomit first then just end up in hospital having blood tests covered in your own barf with medical staff calling you a coward and trying to find a psychiatrist to come and patronize you.

Reply 3716

*pink_sapphires*

I can't handle this!!!!!!! I'm just not strong enough.

Megan text earlier saying 'I just want to say I know I overreacted the other day. And I would hate to lose you as a friend it just felt like you didn't want to bother with me anymore. I'm going home this weekend too and would hate to leave on bad terms. Can we just put this all behind us? M.x' I didn't reply because she didn't apologise and I don't want her to think things can be exactly the same as they were before. I can't be dealing with her clingyness. I have to be able to work and have other friends here. So yeah, I didn't reply because I knew that whatever I said it would cause a conversation/argument that I don't want to have and I don't want to say yes and let things go back to how they were.

Now she's text saying 'even if your answer is no can you at least tell me'

argh!!! I really really don't know what to do. I have enough on my plate at the minute, I don't need her adding to it or else I will probably break down :frown:

Reply 3717

vapid slut magician

*pink_sapphires*

text back saying you'll speak to her about it when she's back from home. itll buy you some time to think about what you want x

Reply 3718

*pink_sapphires*

vapid slut magician

text back saying you'll speak to her about it when she's back from home. itll buy you some time to think about what you want x

I replied saying that she'd really upset and shocked me and that it would take me a while to get over that but we could be on speaking terms. I said that I have a lot of work to do and am already behind so I can't be very sociable but that doesn't mean that I can't be bothered with her.

She replied saying...'well i think shocking you is a bit drastic. i will apologise for over reacting but you upset me too. i've always had your best interests at heart and i will offer you my apology but i dont expect to be punished by you. it really did feel like you were avoiding me and like you cant wait to get rid of me. i know you have a lot of work to do and i respect that but it doesnt take much to say hello once in a while cos lets face it im the one who keeps trying to include you and you dont seem to care. besides my anger the other night have i ever done anything wrong by you? because that's what it feels like'

I'm thinking of replying with 'look, i really can't be dealing with this right now. either accept that i'll speak to you and you put it behind you aswell or don't bother and we'll just ignore each other'

This has really annoyed me. I did nothing wrong. I was WORKING, which funnily enough is what I came to university to do! And as for her saying she's the one who always has to put the effort in, who is the one who is always having to go to her house? Me. And I don't ever get the chance to say hello first or anything because she's always always always there first! argh! :mad:

Reply 3719

Vienna Cannon

Pocket Calculator

i haven't had a single kiss or hug from another human being for a whole year, almost to the hour. how happy that makes me feel. what the **** is this joke of a life that i lead?