Depression Society MkII

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Laus

My mum has the most severe type of cancer - Duke C. It's spread to the lymph glands :frown:

I don't know what to do or think. We've just got to hope that treatment and a drastic change in diet will help. She has been pretty healthy her whole life. :hugs:

I'm so sorry Laus. Don't give up hoping, and remember that we're all here for you whenever you need us.

Let me know if you ever need to talk. :hugs:

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Psyk

I feel really low. My face is starting to hurt from frowning so much.

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becki08

What's wrong Psyk? :hugs:

Reply 6083

Psyk

Not sure exactly. Just feel really hopeless.

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Affectation

sexysax

I tried university counselling at my undergrad uni and they told me I didn't need help...

I may try it at my postgrad uni though, just something is better than nothing surely.

Whereas I tried it and got told I needed loads more help...yet they did **** all about it lol.

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becki08

me too. There is hope though :hugs:

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kiss_me_now9

Laus, I'm sorry :frown:

I'm not sure it's much help, but I think I speak for everyone when I say that we're here for you, whenever. I hope that the treatment helps and that your Mum makes it through this.

I hate facebook, it keeps reminding me that everyone else is having a fantastic time at uni and loves their flatmates. There's only so many 'xxx is looking forward to seeing her flat B peeps again!' I can take :frown:

I'm meeting up with my best friend on Saturday which I'm quite excited about (haven't seen her since before uni) but I'm also quite sad because after it is going back to uni day :frown:

I'm stressing over a house for next year because all though we've got a few lined up to see we have to pay over £500 EACH for admin/a deposit if we like a house to hold it which is money niether me or my parents really have, and so I could lose the perfect house for the whole lot of us :frown:

*sigh*

Dinendal Leralonde

*sigh*

Want to talk? What's up? :hugs:

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Dinendal Leralonde

kiss_me_now9

Want to talk? What's up? :hugs:

I had been on citalopram for a month, and I just ended up feeling the same as I did before I took any medication. So I went to see my GP for the first time since Christmas, and she's increased my dose to 30mg daily.

I keep getting put on stronger stuff, and none of it works. I just feel like I can't be fixed. And I hate waking up, just because I feel so lonely when I do.

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kiss_me_now9

Dinendal Leralonde

I'm sorry. I don't know much about medication in any regard, but I get the idea that it's something that takes a lot of trial and error? Is there a different medication you can try, if the stronger dose doesn't? Sometimes it just takes a little bit of time. :console:

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vapid slut magician

ugh, i should go to bed

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kiss_me_now9

vapid slut magician

ugh, i should go to bed

Me too, I can't bring myself to go though!

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vapid slut magician

why can't I sleep? I kind of don't want to fall asleep because of the dreams and because I always feel like death when I wake up which is usually 14 hours later. It's so hard to get on with a normal life if you're just physically unable to. I just can't force myself out of bed, I just wake up exhausted.

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Laus

I had a nice night. Massive mood drop. I hate night time, especially when I feel like killing myself.

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vapid slut magician

me too. im totally struggling coming to terms with the fact that this is it, this is my life. That it'll never be amazing or wonderful and ill probably never be happy. you just suddenly wonder why you're putting up with everything. every email I get I just think 'god i should just kill myself so i dont have to reply to this'

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Laus

It's so ****** up. I don't get any of it. I think most of the world has to settle for ordinariness. And the **** that comes with life. I want to be positive, but about what?

:hugs:

vsm

Reply 6097

vapid slut magician

kittens I guess. I just tell myself that if everything falls apart ill just have kittens and live on the dole and watch gymnastics on youtube.

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Laus

I wish I felt happiness as much as I think some people feel happiness. I know there are people a million times worse off than me/us, but it really doesn't make a difference to how I view the world.