A while back I was going to apply for a STEM based subject but I was struggling quite a bit with those at A level and wasn't particularly passionate about any of them so I applied for History, that was my favourite subject and usually the one I always aced in class. I also got into Bristol which I was really happy about.
I've been having a good time with the social life so far and I haven't been struggling with the work at all but it feels a little bit under-whelming. Work so far has mostly just consisted of attending lectures and reading assigned texts and then coming to the seminars and discussing it but in my seminars I tend to think most people don't do the readings anyway since they stay silent. This is with only 12 contact hours a week.
I do love history, but I just don't feel like I'm getting much out of studying it here so far especially considering how much money it costs to study and with how credible this uni is supposed to be I expected it to be a bit more than this. I also picked this subject mostly just because I enjoyed studying it and was good at it. I didn't think a huge amount about the career prospects but now I'm starting to wonder if I should have.
I guess it takes some time to adjust to uni's independent style of study since everything is so hands on in school, but is this feeling just because I'm a first year student or is this just the reality of not picking a STEM subject at uni?