I need a place to rant. So I felt like I was going to have a hypoglycaemic episode and felt weak for a week after my last period as it lasted longer than usual. I went to give bloods because I knew something wasn’t right, because I was having severe heart palpitations and my head was thumping, my blood sugar was as low as 3.6 one day when I woke up from sleep and I had to quickly eat sweets and fizzy drinks to get it up to at least 4. I felt fine on the day of the blood tests and they took 4 bottles but tested me for 7 things from thyroid, to bone profile, to red blood cell count, to vitamin D (was low last year), to HBa1C and more. All of them came back normal but for some reason the day before my blood test they called me up and gave me an urgent appointment for the next day and was talking to me like I was dying. So it came back normal and my doctor sees that I was under camhs and have been diagnosed self harm and emotional dysregulation, my camhs therapist also diagnosed me with Russell silver syndrome but didn’t write it on the report and kept writing about me eating, this was back in January 2019 when I was discharged, I also had headaches then but nothing as severe as what I went through recently. My camhs therapist made it sound like I am not eating, but I am eating when I want to and I help myself throughout the day even if it’s not at the right times, my body doesn’t get hungry at the right times so anyway, using old data my doctor wanted me to go under an adult mental health service in north London (when I live in south London) to help me with my eating but I don’t need help, I can gain weight easily. He checked my height and weight, height stayed at 4 ft 7 (normal for a girl with RSS) and weight went down a little to 29kg. I told him I can gain on my own, I monitor my weight daily and I see that I go up to 35kg which is normal for me but he says 42kg is normal for me and I am dangerously underweight and bmi is low. He said it’s my choice and I am old enough to make my own decisions but to think about it. He doesn’t seem to understand that people with RSS cannot eat regular meals like normal people, and he told me no one is normal everyone is weird in Their own way and people in Bengali communities tend to be small but I am still not normal and he’s worried about me. Also RSS is a growth disorder which causes poor weight and height before and after birth. He is accusing me of not caring and he is also accusing my mum saying we don’t care when we ran around with symptoms of RSS for the first 10 years of my life, from the age of 8 and 9 I had to monitor my height and weight but was slowly gaining and was off the charts. Has anyone ever felt misunderstood by the gp like this? Has anyone ever felt like they just used their mental health against them because they couldn’t find anything wrong with them?