its awful but i would abort it - i just couldnt handle looking at the child and remembering what had happened to me.
I would cry a lot and make a huge fuss as i have a thing about anything bad happening to little kids or babies (seriusly i cried at that peter pan movie where the baby gets left in a pram) but in the end i would probs abort.
I would hope to god that I would be on the pill at the unfortunate time, failing that I'd get the morning after pill and hope for the best. If worst came to worst, my mum wouldn't let me get rid of it and I don't know what I'd do. I'm so busy and on the go, the thought of having a child right now would kill me, I just don't know what I'd do with it. That sounds awful, I like children (well to an extent), but I don't want one for a good while yet.