Anxiety about friendships Watch
I moved schools a years ago so only get to see them once a month when i go down on the train, but i rather than get excited i get anxious and want to crawl into my bed and hide.
They all have extravagant relationships and boyfriends and drink and do drugs and i have no friends at my new school and just feel scared when im around them like people will hate me secretly for not wanting to do what they do and i dont feel like people will look out for me. nobody really seems that interested in talking to me either when i turn up at a party ive been invited to.
I just feel so worthless and childish and i dont know if ill ever be able to make new friends without trying to act cool and do all of this reckless stuff. please help.