I will spare you my stupid life story, it's not like anyone would care anyway. The reason why I am telling you all this is because you should not take things around you for granted just because you have them.
When I got an option to transfer and go to a brick uni, I was so excited and I thought I will have a chance to make friends, it will be more enjoyable and fun, I even sign up for desktop games society and rowing to get fit (more muscles) I was happy that I won't have to do night shifts anymore where I had to deal with people telling me they will kill me and torture me, etc. I was quite enjoying being able to go to actual lectures, but it didn't last long.
I underestimated how hard it will be to find a job in a city with lots of students and no jobs around and end up in a food bank for the first time in my life, I was really ashamed to go there but they were really nice to me (got more stuff then from my parents when I was 18 which makes it kind of sad).
So basically this is over ...