My course is for 3 years. So I have 2 more years left.
I guess so. But when I talk to those around me and such especially my course mates (I'll be with them the longest) they go back to talking to their original people, and I'm often left in the ditch/unforgotten even when I try to insert myself in. After being around them for a year I can say that they're definitely not my type of people, and I can't see myself forming any friendships with any of them. There is no connection and similar interests whatsoever and they all have inside jokes/moments with one another which I can't relate to. With the societies I've continuously tried and gained nothing from them so in my case they are useless to me. I was told by a relative that I need to make the most of my uni experience which I'm trying todo but as stated it's easier said than done. I'm looking to apply for jobs next year to hopefully give me the opportunity to make friends with those outside of uni. Hopefully that'll work.
I've been invited somewhere this week for one of my classmates birthday as they're turning a milestone (30) but it's just weird and awkward. I'm not going because I know how this is going to turn out (previously went to other social events with my classmates in the past, it's cool at first then everyone else gets close with certain people and I'm just left there hanging even when I try)
I don't even have one person close enough to suggest outings todo, my experience is so miserable and lonely.
By the way - I've never heard of ambivert so I just researched the definition and I think I might have it too.
Yeah I've been doing that since I first came to uni by 'putting the constant outgoing attitude up' and as well with my personality I have portrayed how outgoing I am because I am outgoing - when I had friends (from school and college) and also with my family.
Ive accepted for what is is. I'm about tired of putting all this good effort in the wrong people for it to not feel and be reciprocated. I would rather have 2 or 1 friend(s) than a large group to be honest. And to believe I was quite popular in terms of making and being friends with people at college, like seriously. I had strong friendships with people in my classes, I had 3 different lessons/courses every week plus tutorial. In each lesson/class I had strong friendships/relationships with people we would we hang out in college, and outside of college. I had the best social life in college and I would truly change it for uni. But it is what is, I just hope my experiences of uni getting better..