So there is a girl in my year, which is year 11 that I haven't spoken and I am unsure if she likes me. The reason I haven't met her is because in my school year 11 is separated into 2 part 11A and 11B. I'm in A and she is in B. I first saw her near the end of year 10. Her friend circle is small and I only know a few people who know her. She saw me first and I caught her looking. I don't know why she looked but she saw me through the glass in the door. Like the glass fills the whole window and you probably know what I mean and when you can see a slight reflection. She was looking at me through that and I looked just to fix my hair lol and then I saw her turn around and look at me until she carried on walking. Then I see her around school and she secretly looks at me and once she was with her boyfriend. I purposely looked down and looked up afterwards and she smiled and looked at me. Once I saw her looking at me from a distance when I was eating my Starbursts lol, then I just looked away. I don't know if she kept looking. I am kinda attracted to her since I like white girls. I also see her often around the corners. Literally, we cross at the same time lol. Its been a long time and wanna get it off my shoulders but don't wanna tell anyone. She has a boyfriend so idk. I actually melt for her aswell. We have lots of characteristics thar are common even thought we dont speak. and if not how shall I avoid thinking about it?
Thanks if you read upto this