I am downright confused with my sexuality. Watch
Seriously, I lost all of my happiness. I really need help because I do not know what is going on! The first ever porn category i watched was gay, because i discovered what masturbation was ( I am a 15 year old boy ). Then I switched to straight for many months and I was like "Whoa how the heck was I addicted to m2m porn?". Then someone called me gay and I believed it. For good. One reason why I believed it was cuz i found the physical morph of men attractive. So I was like this is not happening to me it can't be. I was filled with stress, anxiety and fear. Then I read that gay people are the ones who are sexually attracted to men. What a relief. I knew i would never consider having sex with another man, and i slept happily that night. The day after, I remembered that I was watching gay porn in the past, and started to freak out again. I was like do I want to do this? And I started getting aroused again. Then I discovered about Emotions and relationships with men, and i was like yeah i know I am never going to do this. But again that "What if" hit me again. I lost all my attraction towards girls and I am super scared. I don't want to spend my life like this. I want my attraction back. Did I just turn gay? Please help me 😥.
Just take some deep breaths and, instead of trying to understand your sexuality, just experience it. As long as you stay safe and you don't get hurt/hurt anyone, there's absolutely no problems with who you are and who you love.
Wishing you the best!