Hi, all. Apologies in advance, this might be a bit long.
So this could all just be a result of me overthinking everything as I sat in my room in pitch-black darkness at an absolutely ungodly time, but I'm starting to have second thoughts about my applications for a BA in Japanese/Japanese Studies. Which is a bit terrifying as I have no idea what I'd do otherwise. I've applied to Manchester (my first choice), Leeds, Edinburgh, Sheffield and Oxford Brookes - I know SOAS is supposedly great but honestly I was put off it by things I've heard from friends and online. I technically started learning Japanese at school a long time ago but didn't stick with it, and after a few false starts I've been self-studying for a few months now with Genki, Anki and whatever else I find useful. I can read Hiragana and Katakana (albeit somewhat slowly), and can recognize/write maybe 30+ Kanji at the moment. So still a beginner obviously, but I'm going pretty hard at it. In addition to the textbook studying and whatnot I've written kana on post-it notes and stuck them on the corresponding objects around my room, put most of my social media into Japanese, listening to Japanese podcasts when I go out, etc.
But last night I basically got sucked into looking through all these Reddit threads where people ask if a Japanese BA alone is worth it, and the majority of the answers (from both people who had and hadn't officially studied it) said no. It mainly seems to be for two reasons: the first is because unis (according to these guys) move at too slow a pace for a lot more money compared to if you self-studied everyday. I saw one or two people say they spent their entire first year going through Genki 1, and their second going through Genki 2, which is shockingly slow - I'm almost halfway through Genki 1 after maybe a month on my own. I saw a surprising amount of people say they were at, or knew people at, about JLPT N3 level after finishing. I don't know where these people were based - I assume a lot of them were in the US - and I know languages are hard, especially Japanese, but I can't get my head around only being at that level after years of university-level studying. Not sure if they spent a year in Japan or not, luckily every uni I applied to offers that.
The second reason is that knowing Japanese alone probably isn't going to help you land a job in Japan, if that's your goal. But I honestly don't know what my goal is, all I know is I'm passionate about learning the language and have wanted to go back to it for years. I mean, I wouldn't mind localizing Japanese games or something, but for now that's a pipe dream.
Most people were recommending either just self-studying Japanese in your spare time as much as possible while going to uni for something that might lead to a more lucrative career, like Business or Economics or something to have a marketable skill. But I'm honestly pretty disinterested in most of those things, even though I have little to no really desirable skills right now. If I did this, maybe I'd be able to speak decent Japanese, but that's it(?). Up until deciding to pursue this after putting it off for so long, I basically had no idea what to do with myself. If I decide to throw in the towel on this, I'll be back to square one.
Does anyone here have any knowledge/experience with Manchester or any of my other choices? Because moving out of London for four years just to go through Genki in a classroom would probably be an abysmal idea...