I want to be signed off with stress and anxiety Watch
I found myself in a similar situation a couple of years ago. My doctor signed me off for three months, told me my job wasn’t good enough for me and told me to use the sick leave to job search for a better one.
Please make an appointment ASAP to speak to your GP. It’s OK to not be OK and it’s OK to ask for help. There are people who care about you, never forget that. If you’re rota’d on this weekend, phone in sick. Don’t feel guilty about it. Your mental health comes first.
Please post again and let me know how you get on at the docs.