I know we can’t help who we’re attracted to and I would never act on it, but I can’t help but feel disgusted in myself and I wish it would stop. When I first met him, I thought he was in his late 20s because his face is just youthful and he has blonde natural-looking hair, but the other day in class he revealed that he’s been teaching for 15 years, so that can’t be right haha. Anyway, he has the most beautiful accent which is where I think the attraction mostly stems from, but he’s just always really sweet towards me. I get 28 or 29/30 in all of his essays, which is surprising for me since I’m only in year 12. He always picks me to answer questions and nods, smiles then congratulates me when I get the answer right. We pass each other almost daily in the corridor and always say hi and this is probably my own paranoia, but whenever we watch videos in class I can feel his eyes on me during the whole clip and when I glance over he’s staring at me. ANYWAY, I know I’m naive, he’s just being a friendly teacher and I need to get over this infatuation, but how? Thanks.