crushing on my straight best friend :/Watch
The problem is, she's told me before that she's straight, and I don't think she'll ever see me that way. But it's been going on for so long in my mind and no matter what I do, I can't get over her. I've had other short-lived crushes but this one has taken over my life.
I see her very frequently - we're in the same dance class and we have lessons pretty much every evening. Because we're such good friends, it really hurts to hear her talk about boys all the time, and see her go through boy after boy and crush after crush.
My main problem is the mixed signals she gives me. Her first kiss was with another girl (one of her other friends whilst she was drunk at a party).
I'm not out to her but I think she'd be fairly accepting if I did come out, although I don't want her to assume I've told her just because I like her. Any and all help is appreciated!!