Then you should speak to your gp and ask for a referral for counselling and anger management.
You need to have this under control before you start another relationship.
you'd need therapy, and anger management classes, try and speak to her see if she wants your relationship to end, because I am sorry but if you love her, you'd let her go for the sake of your safety and hers
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Guys need some advice when ever I get angry at my girlfriend I usually end up hitting her. Once I hit her so hard that she just passed out however I really feel guilty after I hit her and think myself as a lowest person I don't want her to leave me as she helped me at difficult times. Whenever I get angry I cannot control my anger and end up doing the same thing again
It isn't fair to keep putting your girlfriend through this regardless of whether she keeps 'forgiving' you or not. Being in an abusive relationship is extremely traumatising and will likely affect her for the rest of her life.
Its not right to take your anger out on the one you love.
You have a very good partner there, I would have walked after the first time.
For hers and your benefit seek help, before it turns into something more serious, and you lose her for good.
Guys I have contacted and said to her that it is better for us if we don't see each other again. Though she started crying and I just hunged up on the phone. She tried to call me 3 times and I did not picked plus I have blocked her number. I really felt bad for her and started hitting myself. I am going to the therapist today